Tear Drop Story

Two tear drops were floating down the river.
Onetear drop said to the other, "I'm the tear drop of a girl who loved a man and lost him.
Who are you?"

"I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting agirl go....."

She teardrop consoled, "There would come a timewhen we have to stop loving someone becausewe found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."

He teardrop replied, "But then you'll know thatyou miss someone very much when every time youthink of that person, your heart breaks intopieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person bringsthe broken pieces back..."

She teardrop said, "It's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be."

She continued, "LOVE? It's kind of complicated,but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing tomake yourself miserable to make someone elsehappy, that's love right there...."

He teardrop pondered and said, "You know, if Ihad the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to geta "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'drather choose "U" and get "HURT" than havea "HEART" without "U"...

She teardrop smiled and replied, "Giving someoneall your love is not an assurance that she willlove you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours."

He teardrop continued, "She told me once, do notbe too good, I will miss you. Don't be too caring; Imight like you. Don't be too sweet; I might fall for you."

She teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly inlove never loses hope but always believes.

"She teardrop continued, "If you love her pleaselet her know because it hurts to love when you haveto go. Take care of me; don't go away because ifyou love me, you will stay... I love you and do youknow why? You got me when you first said 'Hi'"

He teardrop said, "You are brave she teardrop,now I know it's always better to have found thecourage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid ofthe challenge."

He teardrop continued further, "Did you know thatthe expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what ido, I told her NOTHING and because of that i losther even though i love her... I cry for the time that she was almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. I cry for the times i thought I had her!"

She teardrop consoled, "Relationships are likeglass, sometimes it is better to leave them brokenthan try to hurt yourself putting it back together,or worse, have nothing strong to bind it together.you never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."

He teardrop cried,"Now I know, I have learned.don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let lovefly away when it was once next to YOU..."


I’m sick of love messing with me,
How it fills up your veins,
Just to make you empty,
And how the constant hurt canes.

I’m sick of the constant,
serious pain,
Giving me lots of stress,
It’s taking me down the wrong lane,
But suicide will cause a big mess.
I’m sick of seeing your beautiful eyes,

Even though when I look deep,
All that horrible pain I have dies,
But it will return worse to steal my sleep.
I’m sick of trying my best to pretend,

That all is good and well,
When this pain never seems to end,
Makes me think I’m in hell.

I’m sick of having to put on a fake smile,
Just so you don’t feel bad,
Cause you’ve liked some one else for a while,
And you don’t know it makes me sad.

I’m sick of you not being able to know,
How much I care about you,I
just gotta try and let you go,
I’m just not sure what I should do

One day Annual Leave

Fri, 19/8/2005,

Morning - Online chatting with my collegues (david, nicole & shirley) and other online frens. David told me that Lion (my fc*k superior) is backstabing me while am on leave. Dammit her.
Whatever, don bloody care bout her.As long as I get my work done. Chatting online to plan wat to do on friday nite.

Noon - Taytay came to pick me up. Went to drink tong sui togather and then to Kota raya. Dam bloody hot day..Sweating!! by 4++pm... we quickly move to MidValley. Have a glass of mocha frappuchino while taytay have mocha latte in Starbucks while waiting for others to finish work n join us. Talk and looks around (* really alots lengluis around)

Evening - Finally arrived (7++pm) ....... ( DL, NM, SO,CK,YW ) have dinner ~ talk talk talk, hmmm...on monday onwards I muz get DL to be my Flex consultant..in order to familiarist with Flex Rules & policies. I want to be CSE...same position wit my superior..Sei yan Lion...is a gilden chance...gambateh...after dinner, walk around..windows shopping...lol

Nite - Yumchar time !!! talk talk talk....gossip gossip....till early morning...yawn ~ is time to sleep lor..... san pen....all go home ~

(This is what I do for one day annual leave, although the schedule was boring, but i was very happy & feel warm...winzk* muakssss )


Time will change someone, time will change everything.. Joey Yung..look so glamorous, sexy and superlicious if compare to last time. I juz envy her.. This type of lady will definitely attract alots guys to look at..true? not to said guys lar, gal also the same..leng lui walk pass..sure took a glance from top to bottom.


Wat a name for gang..4 of us siao siao one...go out togather n eat drink n shops till us drop. Quite close geh tat time...
Went to CH togather...after postponse for few week.. quite a tired but fun trip...eat "fanshu tan" all the way hahhahaaa.... and search for strawberry milkshake !! (bebe lui fav)

The world is moving as well as life... crisis occur among the gang..haih..hopefully everything will turn out good... :))

My life? so far so good... hmm..I also lost in the middle... (Listening to Jolin's song " Love someone don be too serious" totally agree with lyrics... even bebe lui also agree...
Sked play till fire up and if something bad happen ...dem jialat lor !

Somehow, currently am happy with what I have. Sometimes quite confusing and feeling lost. Anyway, thanks to you ! :))

to be continue.........