Wedding Dinner

Coll's Wedding Dinner

1st time attending coll wedding dinner...all dress sui sui.....civigis lenglui.....Now 2 already left the dam company..hopefully my turn soon~

Sing K

Went to Neway Leisure Mall to Sing K from 12 to 6pm..
by 4pm..left only 4ppl..sing until tired ..nothing to sing jor..
Some more I am banana...only manage to sing certain song..kekekeke
Sing SOngggggggg ~~~~~

Civigis Annual Dinner

Company annual dinner at Shangri-la Putrajaya...
They allowed off early at 5pm on friday so tat we can prepare ourself for the dinner. Team is "Colourful Night"

I went to waiyii hse to shower n rest. 3 sor poh ( me, nat & waiyii) late to the dinner ..coz we make up la, this la tat la...Hehehhee

I manage to won a Philips DVD player ..muhahahaa.. blah blah tat, went to Steven Corner Pdn Indah for yum char...

how important is money? relationship? friends?

currently listening to : Yu Heng - Yi ran shi peng you

Money? what you know about money ? I left 5 bucks in my wallet..then borrow 10 bucks from leng mui.. knn HR..received cheque today..but didnt not bank in many excuses she give..
Wat a shame for an outsoursing company..we are the one doin payroll and need to meet cliend deadlines..but our own HR..alwiz late...wat an Excellent HR services...Our HR manager..salary is very good...workload ..ceh......HR manager konon...didnt know how to do payroll, not even know how to put payslip into printin machine..haih.. unfair !
Money ! now is on top of my list..need to pay off my debt.. where to get money with this current job..workload is double up..tension n stess..hopeless company...muz jump out ASAP..

Relationship...wit famly members is not as good as it get... friends ... alots... close frens...few of them..i need them.....special fren..yeah..i like my dardar ..want to own him..not 100% but 60%...need to find out answer from him soon...wish me all the best..

suddenly feel like eating dessert...cheesecake? chocolate banana? brownie..?
I am so broke !!!!!!!!!!

Another mOody Day~

Haih..yday was a dam bloody moody day...

.I know it was my fault for overspending. This already make me feel like in deep shit. My parent opens my cc statement without my acknowlegement, and this is absolutely no manner. I do know they will angry at me. Mum keep nagging me all the time. Haih..I do not have the motivation to go home at all. Yday I walk from lrt and walk home around 8pm..walk walk walk..the walk from lrt to my home around 15-20 mins..went home..silent all the nite..mum nag nag nag..Dad keep his silent although i know he's angry. In-directly, he told mum, to warn me..yeah yeah..ngor ji chor la !! >.<

U think I feel good meh..Every month I paid approx about RM700 for cc. Left 200-300 for daily use.. I was plannin changing job..should I go for high paid but job scope is like rubbish or should I go for work relates to studies with salary so so only. But there will a be career enchancement.. ?!?!? Someone help me..!??!

I do think I should get help from fren like borrow money .. U know sure got someone will lend u * but I don want to coz I don want to owe him anything. Yeah..I can pretend like him n get $$ from him….but how can I do it…

My current plan was find good job..(in mind salary expectation would be 2K) ..hmm….700-home,800cc-left 200 daily use…muz do part time I can paid off my debt in 2 yrs time.. Lookin for nite bartender/hostess for club/ any job tat would get me some extra cash..but of course I will not do something bad or exchange for my body ! no way ..

Haih…really need a shoulder to cry on..need a fren to talk to..need someone to hug..need close fren advised…so I know tat I am not alone in the world. Would like to talk to diff ppl for diff advised/diff kind of need.

Monday bluess

KNN...failed SIA interview yday..due to weight prob...yes ! I am plump...haih...need to go under strict diet management jor... try again next round..haih..since failed....i need to have a cheesecake..few month didnt eat liao..miss Secret Receipe marble cheesecake !! choco banana !! tiramisu!! sluprssss

Wat a cool day in the work work as My superior "The Lion" on MC again today...kekekekee..I can my work ppl kikikatkat..peaceful day..

2.36pm someone reload my ppl will reload to my prepaid unless I asked them to help me to do so la...hmm..who's the good dad??? my frens??? who who who...

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

Well, previously when this song was On-Air, I wasn't paying attention to it.Juz think hmm..this is a nice song. But then now, I listen again and read through the lyrics, it actuall very right. This is Ah Jeh fav song. The lyric sound from truly from heart and this is actually wat happen in real world..Never love someone too much, if not u will end up hurting yourself. Yes. yes..sometimes is hard to control and end up crying inside all alone.

The lyric go like this

I don’t wanna lose you,
I don’t wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don’t wanna hate you
I don’t wanna take you
But I don’t wanna be the one to cry
That don’t really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

Now I could never change you
I don’t wanna blame you
Baby you don’t have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something’s gonna change

But there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s your heart you can’t trust
There’s a reason why people don’t stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough

And there’s no way home
When it’s late at night and you’re all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And there’s a danger in loving somebody too much
And it’s sad when you know it’s your heart they can’t touch.
There’s a reason why people don’t stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain’t enough.
Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough.

Crying out, in the Center of the World

Sekai no chuushin de, ai wo sakebu

"I thought I might be using a lifetime's happiness in a moment. I was that happy and she was that beautiful." A young boy stands on the red earth of Australia under its blue sky. It is 17-year-old Sakutaro Matsumoto. His time with the girl comes back to him. The colored sand runs through his hands and a tear appears on his cheek. He wakes up. It's 2004 and he is 34 years old and in Japan. He thinks "I have been in a world without her for 17 years." Returning home to see his old high school for the last time before it is demolished, Saku confronts anew the loss of the love of his life, Aki, to leukemia 17 years ago. Now a medical researcher at graduate school, he has been living as if half of him died with her since then. Based on the bestselling novel that sold over 3 million copies, the past and present come together in this love story that is both pure and sad.

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Dolphin Bay (Jing Zhuang Mu He)


A fairytale about two immortal lovers that conquered all. That's how At the Dolphin Bay begins.
We are then shown a flashback of events that took place some 20 years ago. A little girl (Angela Zhang Shao Han) found herself in an orphanage after her mother was killed by a speeding car. Prior to that we are taken to an office and we see her mother begging an old gentleman to take custody of the girl. The old gentleman turned out to be her grandfather and the Chairman of SET TV. He sarcastically told her mother that he did not recognize the girl since she was a lovechild of his son. The girl developed some sort of trauma and avoided speaking to anyone.
It is in this Catholic orphanage where Xu Ce Ya (Ambrose Hsu Shao Yang), who was then known as Tah-Tah and the orphaned girl first see each other as orphaned kids. She came to be known as Siao Pin Kang and was always being teased by other kids because she was afraid to speak, traumatized by the tragic death of her mother. Tah-tah would come to her protection. He swore that they would not be separated from each other, ever.

Later, the old gentleman decided to adopt one of the two kids and he came to pick up the boy. Siao Pin Kang and her dolphin doll were the ones that reminded the boy about her. When he left, Siao Pin-Kang was adopted by another woman who ran a noodle shop by the Dolphin Bay. She was then christened as Tien Pien. She would spend most of her time at an old ship by the Bay with figures of dolphins all around and look at the vast sea in front of her. She would dream of becoming a big star like Mandy Shen Man Qing (Jill Xu Jie Er).

After 20 years, Xu Ce Ya returned from studying in the United States to become the the General Manager of SETTV. It was his grandfather who put this post into his hands, even though his other grandchild Shan Ni (Penny Lin Wei Xin) also aimed at becoming GM. Shan Ni's mother made life difficult for Xu Ce Ya, but his grandfather always had faith in the talent and ability of the boy.

Xu Ce Ya and Tien Pien crossed paths again after 20 years, when Xu Ce Ya happened to be in need of directions one day. Since then, he would visit Tien Pien regularly. She auditioned at SETTV to become the new contract star for the SkyWalk project, together with her idol Mandy Shen Man Qing. She came in late during the day of the auditions but with the help of Xu Ce Ya, she got the part. It seemed that everybody -- Mandy, Shan Ni and even Mandy's boyfriend and talent manager Xiao Kang (Wallace Huo Jian Hua) disliked her.

Xiao Kang trained Tien Pien and through the preparations for the SkyWalk project, he began to get close to her. Because of this, Mandy hired a new talent manager to replace Xiao Kang. Meanwhile, Shan Ni also developed feelings for Xu Ce Ya after he rescued her from a demented fan who plotted to bomb the SETTV studio. Later, Xu Ce Ya and Shan Ni discovered that Tien Pien was the long lost granddaughter and half sister of Shan Ni. They eventually told their grandfather about this, and the grandfather revealed that he really wanted Shan Ni to marry Xu Ce Ya. Much to their disappointment, the grandfather denied Tien Pien and only recognized Shan Ni as his grandchild. Despite this, Xu Ce Ya's true feelings for Tien Pien remained.

Tien Pien's album was a flop. The project was ready to be trashed were it not for Xiao Kang's intervention. The grandfather gave a seven-day extension; if the project failed, they'd scrap it. Xiao Kang brought Tien Pien's album to the streets even if it meant he would lose all the money he earned as a talent manager. Tien Pien sang to people too woo them to buy the album. It seemed a miracle was what Tien Pien and Xiao Kang needed. Indeed it came.

Two foreigners took notice of her voice. Unknown to both Xiao Kang and Tien Pien, these two were actually talent scouts searching for a new commercial model for the product Aqua Aura. While everyone thought Mandy would get the stint, they offered the part to Tien Pien! One thing led to another and almost overnight, Tien Pien became a household name.

Shan Ni was diagnosed with leukemia. She also began feeling sisterly love for Tien Pien. Because of the grandfather's arrangement for Tien Pien to live with them and Shan Ni's sickness, Xu Ce Ya decided to marry her. The wedding did not push through. Shan Ni fainted during the ceremony and she was rushed to the hospital. Tien Pien offered to serve as a donor for the bone marrow Shan Ni needed to survive, but hers was not an exact match with Shan Ni's. Shan Ni began to accept her fate and that she'd die pretty soon.

She wished that she could work on Tien Pien's world tour even before she departed and that Tien Pien would take care of Xu Ce Ya for her.

In the last few episodes, the rift between Mandy and Tien Pien was resolved. She even got to sing at Tien Pien's concert. The concert ended tragically as Shan Ni did not live long enough to see its successful end. She died that same night. Meanwhile Tien Pien dumped Xiao Kang and told him that Mandy still loved him.

A year after, we see Tien Pien's foster mother and Shan Ni's mother fetch Tien Pien from the airport after a successful world tour. Tien Pien has now become a successful artiste! In the final scene Xu Ce Ya and his grandfather drive to the orphanage and as he is driving away, he recognizes Tien Pien, gets off the car and they go into each other's arms, never to be apart ever again.

Thing that you do

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1-Have a greatEx SEX ! muhahaha
2- Have a killer body
3- Burn down my current company
4-Own a coffee/dessert house
5-Travel around the world
6- Name my childs - Paris, Cleopatra,apple..watever
7- Give my parents a hse and cash! (~.~!!)

Seven things I could do:
1-work work work
2-pay off my debt
3-have wet kiss
5-change job
6-eat and shops
7-wake up happily every morning

Seven Celebrity crushes:
1-Daniel Wu
2-Takuya Kimura (my all time fav)
3-Josh harnett
4-Wallace Huo
5-Kwon Sang Woo
6-Jay Chou
7- Maria Sharapova (i love her , love her body, love her hair)

Seven often repeated words:
4-nia seng
6- sei lor
7-hou fei arr

Seven physical traits I look for in the opposite sex:
2-A guy who wear after shave cologne
3-Clean & neat

Tear Drop Story

Two tear drops were floating down the river.
Onetear drop said to the other, "I'm the tear drop of a girl who loved a man and lost him.
Who are you?"

"I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting agirl go....."

She teardrop consoled, "There would come a timewhen we have to stop loving someone becausewe found out that they'd be happier if we let them go..."

He teardrop replied, "But then you'll know thatyou miss someone very much when every time youthink of that person, your heart breaks intopieces and just a quick 'Hello' from that person bringsthe broken pieces back..."

She teardrop said, "It's really painful to say goodbye to someone else that you don't want to let go; but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way it should be."

She continued, "LOVE? It's kind of complicated,but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing tomake yourself miserable to make someone elsehappy, that's love right there...."

He teardrop pondered and said, "You know, if Ihad the letters "HRT", I can add "EA" to geta "HEART" or a "U" and get "HURT". But I'drather choose "U" and get "HURT" than havea "HEART" without "U"...

She teardrop smiled and replied, "Giving someoneall your love is not an assurance that she willlove you back. Don't expect love in return, wait for it to grow in her heart, if it doesn't, be contented it grows in yours."

He teardrop continued, "She told me once, do notbe too good, I will miss you. Don't be too caring; Imight like you. Don't be too sweet; I might fall for you."

She teardrop smiled and said, "A heart truly inlove never loses hope but always believes.

"She teardrop continued, "If you love her pleaselet her know because it hurts to love when you haveto go. Take care of me; don't go away because ifyou love me, you will stay... I love you and do youknow why? You got me when you first said 'Hi'"

He teardrop said, "You are brave she teardrop,now I know it's always better to have found thecourage to love even if you lose it in the end rather than never found love because you were too afraid ofthe challenge."

He teardrop continued further, "Did you know thatthe expression "Nothing" is the subconscious mind's way of saying I Love You... that's what ido, I told her NOTHING and because of that i losther even though i love her... I cry for the time that she was almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old and the new. I cry for the times i thought I had her!"

She teardrop consoled, "Relationships are likeglass, sometimes it is better to leave them brokenthan try to hurt yourself putting it back together,or worse, have nothing strong to bind it never lose in loving. you only lose in holding back."

He teardrop cried,"Now I know, I have learned.don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you, don't drive it away from you because if you did, someday you'll think again why you let lovefly away when it was once next to YOU..."


I’m sick of love messing with me,
How it fills up your veins,
Just to make you empty,
And how the constant hurt canes.

I’m sick of the constant,
serious pain,
Giving me lots of stress,
It’s taking me down the wrong lane,
But suicide will cause a big mess.
I’m sick of seeing your beautiful eyes,

Even though when I look deep,
All that horrible pain I have dies,
But it will return worse to steal my sleep.
I’m sick of trying my best to pretend,

That all is good and well,
When this pain never seems to end,
Makes me think I’m in hell.

I’m sick of having to put on a fake smile,
Just so you don’t feel bad,
Cause you’ve liked some one else for a while,
And you don’t know it makes me sad.

I’m sick of you not being able to know,
How much I care about you,I
just gotta try and let you go,
I’m just not sure what I should do

One day Annual Leave

Fri, 19/8/2005,

Morning - Online chatting with my collegues (david, nicole & shirley) and other online frens. David told me that Lion (my fc*k superior) is backstabing me while am on leave. Dammit her.
Whatever, don bloody care bout her.As long as I get my work done. Chatting online to plan wat to do on friday nite.

Noon - Taytay came to pick me up. Went to drink tong sui togather and then to Kota raya. Dam bloody hot day..Sweating!! by 4++pm... we quickly move to MidValley. Have a glass of mocha frappuchino while taytay have mocha latte in Starbucks while waiting for others to finish work n join us. Talk and looks around (* really alots lengluis around)

Evening - Finally arrived (7++pm) ....... ( DL, NM, SO,CK,YW ) have dinner ~ talk talk talk, hmmm...on monday onwards I muz get DL to be my Flex order to familiarist with Flex Rules & policies. I want to be CSE...same position wit my superior..Sei yan a gilden chance...gambateh...after dinner, walk

Nite - Yumchar time !!! talk talk talk....gossip gossip....till early morning...yawn ~ is time to sleep lor..... san pen....all go home ~

(This is what I do for one day annual leave, although the schedule was boring, but i was very happy & feel warm...winzk* muakssss )


Time will change someone, time will change everything.. Joey Yung..look so glamorous, sexy and superlicious if compare to last time. I juz envy her.. This type of lady will definitely attract alots guys to look at..true? not to said guys lar, gal also the same..leng lui walk pass..sure took a glance from top to bottom.


Wat a name for gang..4 of us siao siao one...go out togather n eat drink n shops till us drop. Quite close geh tat time...
Went to CH togather...after postponse for few week.. quite a tired but fun "fanshu tan" all the way hahhahaaa.... and search for strawberry milkshake !! (bebe lui fav)

The world is moving as well as life... crisis occur among the gang..haih..hopefully everything will turn out good... :))

My life? so far so good... hmm..I also lost in the middle... (Listening to Jolin's song " Love someone don be too serious" totally agree with lyrics... even bebe lui also agree...
Sked play till fire up and if something bad happen ...dem jialat lor !

Somehow, currently am happy with what I have. Sometimes quite confusing and feeling lost. Anyway, thanks to you ! :))

to be continue.........


Last 2 weeks ( long weekend) went to PD for BBQ.
Was a fun trip although one day trip.

On Sat we all went to MV for lunch at Mdm Kwan, newly open branch..jeng ar ! then we to supermarket to buy BBQ food, etc. For dinner, we head to Jln Alor then yum char section at Bukit Bintang coffee bean.

The next day (Sunday) I was assigned to prepare some meals incl salad, sandwiches, marinate chicken wings & etc. By 1pm..taytay come n pick me up and went to his hse to wait for others.
By 6 pm we reach PD and start BBQ!!!

eat eat, chat chat, play, play, walk walk until 4am. Head back to KL and reached home at 6am..sleep lar..wat else !

That's was fun. 9 ppl BBQ on tat day ~

Sad Love Story (2005)

Starring: Kwon Sang Woo as Suh Jun Hyung, Kim Hee Sun as Park Hae In, Yun Jung Hoon as Lee Gun Woo, and Kim Yun Joo as Cha Hwa Sung.

The story starts off as Jun Hyung, Hwa Sung, and Hae In as children. Hae In, blind, moves into Jun Hyun's house. Jun Hyung' s mom owns a night club and constantly with other guys, while Jun Hyung' s dad is kicked out of home by Jun Hyung' s mom and isn' t really in the story until later. Hwa Sung, a girl with a crush on Jun Hyung, quickly develops a rivalry kind of feeling towards Hae In. To make matters worse, Hae In likes Jun Hyung nd the two of them get together.

Another guy in the neighborhood Lee Min Woo likes Hwa Sung and hates Jun Hyung for breaking her heart and Hae In for being the cause of it. The four of them continue to grow up while their hatred for one another begins to get out of hand.As Hae In and Jun Hyung grow older, they begin to realize how hard it truly is for the two of them to be together since Jun Hyung' s mom doesn' t like Hae In. Thus, his mom tells Hae In and her aunt to leave. Jun Hyung' s mom gets in a rage when he gets into another fight with Min Woo. His mom sends Jun Hyung to his dad, who lives in Seoul.

In Seoul, Jun Hyung gets a new name, the name that his father gives him, Choi Jun Kyu. At school, "Jun Kyu" meets Gun Woo and the two of them become close friends. Then, Gun Woo goes to New York for college...Meanwhile, Hae In' s aunt finds an American man through her friend and gets married. The aunt' s husband promises her that Hae In will get her eye sight back if the two of them get married and leave for New York, but finds that it was all a lie.

The husband gets a drinking problem because of the money budget and starts to beat Hae In' s aunt. Hae In and her aunt leave his house and lands on the streets. There, they meet Gun Woo and Gun Woo falls in love with Hae In.

Hwa Sung finds out about Hae In and sends a letter to her and her aunt that Jun Hyung is dead when he's not. Gun Woo pays for Hae In's surgery and the two plan to get married...Gun Woo and Hae In come back to Seoul, Korea and Jun%2

Chat Abbreviation Part 1

My fren sent over this to me. Quite interesting one..let's share it.

Chat abbreviations are commonly used in e-mail, online chatting, online discussion forum postings, instant messaging, and in text messaging, especially between cell phone users.

Abbreviation Meaning
404 I haven't a clue
ADN Any day now
AFAIK As far as I know
AFK Away from keyboard
ARE Acronym-rich environment
ASAP As soon as possible
A/S/L? Age/sex/location?
B4N Bye for now
BAK Back at the keyboard
BAS Big a** smile
BBIAB Be back in a bit
BBL Be back later
BBN Bye bye now
BBS Be back soon
BEG Big evil grin
BF Boy friend
BFD Big f***ing deal
BFN Bye for now
BG Big grin
BIBO Beer in, beer out
BIOYIOP Blow it out your I/O port
BL Belly laughing
BMGWL Busting my gut with laughter
BOTEC Back-of-the-envelope calculation
BRB Be right back
BTA But then again...
BTDT Been there, done that
BTW By the way
BWL Bursting with laughter
BWTHDIK But what the heck do I know...?
CICO Coffee in, coffee out
C&G Chuckle and grin
CNP Continued in next post
CRB Come right back
CRBT Crying real big tears
CU See you
CUL See you later
CUL8ER See you later
CYA See ya
CYA Cover your ass
CYO See you online
DBA Doing business as
DFLA Disenhanced four-letter acronym (that is, a TLA)
DL Dead link
DLTBBB Don't let the bed bugs bite
DIKU Do I know you?
DITYID Did I tell you I'm distressed?
DOM Dirty old man
DOS Dozing off soon
DQMOT Don't quote me on this
DTRT Do the right thing
DWB Don't write back
EG Evil grin
EMFBI Excuse me for butting in
EMSG E-mail message
EOM End of message
EOT End of thread (meaning: end of discussion)
ETLA Extended three-letter acronym (that is, an FLA)
F2F Face to face
FAQ Frequently-ask question(s)
FC Fingers crossed
FISH First in, still here
FLA Four-letter acronym
FMTYEWTK Far more than you ever wanted to know
FOMCL Falling off my chair laughing
FTBOMH From the bottom of my heart
FUBAR F***ed up beyond all repair or recognition
FUD Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt
FWIW For what it's worth
FYI For your information

Yummy Yummy

Food..I love the most..If I really want to eat, I will definetely go and eat no matter what. Usually on saturday afternoon, I will go-rounding and search for delicious food before my gym section in the evening..hehhee..can burn it out after eat..ngek ngek ngek

This cake is from La Boheme, Jusco..Worth it for the price..Delicious

Marble cheese cake from Secret Receipe & Starbucks..Definetely must try..

Cheesecake from Breadtalk...not only cake, they also provide variety of beautiful cum tasty bread.... slurp

Oreo cheesecake from Secret of my fav..yummy!

Ham Chim Peng or chinese fried donut/pastry.. I love it ! Must eat it while still fresh. eg stall in front of Chow Yang (SS2), front of Restoran Keen (SS20/11, Damansara Kim, nite stall in Hang Tuah lrt areas and many stalls in KL.

Just another boring day

Aiiiiii !!! so dam blardy sien ...don know why suddenly today feel no energy & getting more & more ... one ppl do 2 - 3 ppl things...wat the fc* they balancing the work..wanna hired more ppl but offer so dam low salary..Hey...Cyberjaya wat..wat u expect..good quality workers with low salary..who want to work !!

Get so many clients but not enough workers...In the ppl do two ppl work...I myself handling 4 clients wit my supervisor.Look after 2000 + employees..imagine juz 5 of them called up everyday...HEADACHE !!

Pray hard to god..SIA SIA except me...!! haizz....* dreamin lar me~

Really wanna get my dream job..Will work hard to get dream job one day !

Any company wanna hire ppl ! contact me as I wanna resigned within this 2 months...beh tahan with the job..imagine everyday u reach office and then "Gosh..another day in hell !" MSN also not allowed! how to work leh like tat ...

aiii..faster weekend i can relax ~

Step to total wellness

Took a drive to MV yday morning..have a short time of window shopping.... meet Cely during her lunch for while..
Head to Cres, Bangsar for facial appoitment at 1pm with eunice.
Wat a wonderful treatment..fall asleep during face & shoulder massage.. After approx 2 hr ..head to slimming room for 1st time try..Arrr...need takek off everything ! Only wearing my panty & bra cover

Took measurement and start treatment... aARRrr...not an easy treatment..sakit ! Ouch ..45 mins electrolysis done...fuh...lost 9cm all togather ~

Brief by Chelly, my counsultant after Joe resigned...Saw her yday..Heheheh..Joe was so cute & pretty..juz like a barbie dolls..

Start the extreme diet plan from this week onwards..hopefully can see the diff in a month...cham leh...yum char section will need to cut down..

stop writting lor...continue on my new series korean drama...Sad Love Story (2005) by Kwon Sang Woo & kim Hee Seon..another nice drama !

fallen sick

aRrrrr ! my throat so sakit ! On tues, at office ate alots marie night time already feel something wrong..then on Wed ....aiii...sick already...lunch time went to visit doctor after a year didnt visit to clinic...after work, went to MV have dinner wit ah jeh they at Kim Gary till ..gossip among us & kap alots lenglui also tat nite...hmmm but too leng chai ! haizz
Till today still sakit..but i hate to take antibiotic ! didnt take alots...heheheh..juz take sore throat pills...
Fri is OT..then go home sleep !! a peaceful day....

Peaceful saturday

Today just a peaceful day for me..mum went to Penang early in the morning. Woke up at 8.30am..can't sleep coz too hungry already. Normal routine - clean myself & make carrot juice..before went out I had a soba noodles.

Head to the Cres, Bangsar for a body detox massage. Today, Chelly do the massage & body wrap for dam hot & i sweat alot water out... 'sui jung lar me' aisk...
after 1hr 30mins...done..have a shower and wait for Joe (assistant manager). Have a chat with her..arr..she gonna resigned soon..but we will keep in touch..She is a nice & pretty ger..Juz a year older than me. Chat with her for a while..our common conversation, the topic was about one of my fren. Even Joe can noticed there is something wrong.She advice and ask me alots..wats actually happened.She told me something that I think is true.there is still something..hahahaha..Wats the funny part is everyone in the centre said tat he jap tou wor! wahhahahaa...Joe told me alot points standing there..she is so right...anyway, me n my fren still good fren..thanks to Joe. I will try to get in Korean Air as well, If SIA dowan me... Emirates will come to next.

After tat, went rounding in Bangsar..looking for food to dam blady juz drive to Menara John Hancock, my gym was there..have a glass of strawberry smoothies and enter Mellissa body jam class...

Another fun drunked nite

Yday was the last night we gather togather at May's house since she is leaving Malaysia today. After work, we head to her house to have farewell party. Just few close jimuis. We have nice & light dinner. Chit chat & drink.

Same as what happened last weekend..again we open bottle. Chivas, red wine & beer. sigh...most of use get drunk & puke like shit ! By 1am..almost all wing wing dei liao ~
Reached home by 2am..rush to toilet & puke kao kao ! adoi

Just another fun nite...gonna miss her alot. Hopefully I get my job & have a chance to visit her in London.

Coz of lazyness to wake up early in the morning plus drunk & sleep late at night, I decice to take leave today ! yahOoooo.. Slept till 9am in the morning and then go online. Chat with a friend. Luckily he remind me to go and take MC. and I do it ! hehehe..

Went to have lunch with some friends and visit their office. The weather today is dam blady hot. fuh..just another good day. Back at home early, and started to rain heavily. Chat online again ~ one fren mood was very down, reason for being sad might because of love..I don know excatly wat happened..but hopefully everything will turn good for him. He's a cute and friendly boy. Glad to have this friend. Cheer up dude ! U got a cute & nice smile !

Fun day & Drunken nite

That was a cool & fun day out. I went for the water raftling in Gopeng, Perak
with my frens & their colleagues. Dam hell, we got to wake up at 4.30-5am !
The journey was so fun & the weather was so dam blady hot.

11ppls for one trip. The water raftling in the river took about 2 ++ hours.
The funny part is where the boat I was in overturn when we try to go
through the big rock and I was breathless for about 2mins coz
I was stuck between the boat & the rock underneath the water.
Luckily my fren realise and pull me up. hhahahahaa

Later in the evening we head to Sungkai for the sake
hotspring and shower. In the end, we went for hotspirng
jazucci. Back to KL, before all went back to home, we head to
Finnegan pub, Hartamas for a beer and chat. The games wasn't
so challenging but the day out was so fun and I meet alots new
frens and gains new experience.
(Thanks to Dolly, Ester,Catherine,Seng Hong, Andy, Bryan,
Norman,Nick and tracy for the fun day )

The day wasn't end so quickly. Later at 10pm, I went for a
drinking section with my jimui and frens in Orange.
We order a bottle of Chivas and the funny part was,
we order alot snacks (not to mention is was free) and
the worst part was only the gers finished up the snacks so
dam fast.hahahaa

We play card and those who lost drink. Chat and play games
all the nite. I was drunk coz I drank alots for the sake of fun.
My stomach was not feelin so well, so I head to toilet & puke !!
& we took alot pictures. Cely, me Jaeve,Shuen Ting & May took alot
pic wit stupid acts ! tats was so fun~

Later around 2am, head to Safiz mamak for drink and supper.
I was so drunk & sleepy. Only manage to drink a hot milo..
Food will only make me puke . On the way back, in the car
I think twice before I make my decision. I did not want my
parent to see my drunken face so I stay overnite at one of my
old fren hse. Hahahahhaa Lukily he does not have any objection
I believe he won't mind also geh. Who's care..I
was so dam sleepy..juz need a nice sleep only.
pshh..I sleept in guess room this time. don think too much

At his house, I am so dam blur and strainght to bed.
But dammit I woke up so early around 8.30am !
For godnesss sake, wat I need to do wake up so early.
So I went back to sleep for 1 hour and wake up.
His house was empty coz his parents went to overseas,
his maid back to hometown and left only he & his bro.
While I was reading newspaper in living room,
his bro & gf saw me again. Not much conversation.
Hehehe. I jus realise that his bro was so funny.
Singing in the bathroom so loud coz he didnt realise
I was in the house. wahahhahahh

Group Pic

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A local production, Sepet. The movie isn't perfect but the acting, especially by the leads, was totally convincing. A chinese vcds seller, Jason fall in love with a well educated Malay girl, Orked. Love at first sight, I guess.
I like the way Orked called Jason "Sayang" & "Sweetheart". That was so sweet & romantic..So many scene has made me cried hard.

A scene where Jason asked Orked "How long did it take you to fall in love with me?"
"A minutes" while Jason said " Much less than that" ..

I do believe that to fall in love with someone its depends to individual. Some people fall in love after getting to know each other more. To have someone besides you, so that we call rely to each other, to love, to care and to hold each other when fell lonely. Sleep next to the one you love, really could make the world so dam beautiful & bring a sweet smile even when you are asleep. Don ask me why, don ask me how I know..ask yourself..duh...

The last scene was so touching, where Orked leaving to UK for further study while Jason ride his motorbike rushin to airport. Bad thing happen. Sad sad ~

This is the letter Jason wrote to Orked. I love the phrase they wrote. It was so meaningful.

"I was so panic...couldnt even sleep....
but then the panic will go away everytime I saw ur face or just heard your voice
I used to write poetry, coz to me it just like writting letter to god
to tell someone I couldnt see how I felt inside
then finally God replied the poetry will sound more beautiful than everything else, he gave me you
Orked, you are my poetry
from, ur sayang Jason...

Ohh..god..this is so sweet. This is why I love to write poem so much. To sound out everything that keep inside. A Local movie that you should watch.

Nite with an old fren

Friday nite & I was rushing my work..raining outside...8pm finished back to KL from Cyberjaya....dark & cold nite outside..blardy Seremban Highway jam all the way from Sri Petaling ...ppl rushing then only jam...*wtf

already promise to meet at emily's lou kong plc by 9...& I am still in Sungai Besi tat time..alamak...late...postponed timing to 9.30pm...luckily enough KL not jam...Jam was from bulatan Kg Pandan/Jln Tun Razak..

Rushin back to my hse..take some vcds..all those romance & sad story..wahhaha..for my jimui.. meet emily & seem like May havent reach went to Kepong & have light dinner. By 10.30..we went to May hse & both of us went to Sri Hartamas Coffee Bean to hav some drink & chat..on the way meet sui poh Berry Jeh ! long time no see....hehehe...gonna have some plan this saturday~

Ger talk
latest gossip
UK & Msia Life
Lonely & single ppl as both of us - one word "sien"
wanted to look for someone but god! where the hell those guy gone to...or already taken by ppl..sigh

chat chat till 1am..cabut Coffee bean workers starting to clean up...
anyway, Thanks to May Cheah for the souvenior & fun nite out ~ gonna miss her when she back to UK working..& me muz gambateh ~ looking for a job in Singapore ..muz work hard for $$$ while we are still single...

*the end

One fine morning

While on the way to work this morning, we (both my coll & me) was listening to Bon Jovi cds. Come to this song, It's My Life..suddenly I felt the lyrics was quite interesting.

"This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud "

Edited poem

It's my life
It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live the way I am
My heart is like an open highway
Don know where to go
Don know where to stop
With no place to go
No place to go

So I just did it my way
I'm tryin to keep my cool
I'm tryin' to be perfect
Cause I know
Someday somewhere I will stop
Someone will stop me

Till then
I sing a toast to the midnight sky
Thanks god I finally found u

*yawn...someone pls wake me up

Crazy nite

Its one of the crazy nite I've encounter so far wit my jimuis & my close fren. I never been to club with them before coz they don really enjoy it besides drinkin ..duh ~

After the luxury dinner wit may & all, we head to Cristo for a again..which I don really like, only drank a bottle. By 1am..some already gone home, left 12 ppl and we head Breakers but all the table are fully booked. So next is to DragonBar.It is my first time in Dragonbar and I found it pretty small & the sound system is not good.

But who's care..I ran down wit Fib and dance on the stage....I feel my head is spinning fast...phew...At the same time I dirty dance with a stranger..The funny part was I can't remember who did hug me as my frens ask me... who?? who ?? Where got wor!...All I remember was I did quick dance with a totally yeung sui guy..luckily the light was dim ~ if not.. ~.~!!! waste all my food & wine that I had on that nite.

But apart from the crazy dance, everything seem fine & abit bored. The dinner was divided into 2 table, not much talk between the two table except few ppl. The drinking section also a boring case coz each has own disscusion. The hot gossip of the nite among us was about Gil & Fib. The broke up news was spread so fast. We did noticed that both of them was totally diff. Both have less encounter & talk. Question arised and many of them ask each other..wat's happening coz the last yumchar section, the hot gossip was me & Rol..but today seem diff...blur face appear among them...hehehe..Btw,quite a fun nite.

The funny & nonsense thing is, most of them think Fib & Rol, coz both of them talk more like couple and thought both of them were dating. hahahaha...we all know both of them well..
But frankly speaking, some weird feelin burst out and I don like he with her. No way he will choose her. Not to said I am bad or wat. We all knew both of them for many years...wat kind of ger Fib is as well as sui chai Rol...hey! I know tat I am not a perfect person, but I'll continue learning........Btw, if Rol fell for other girl, I will feel glad and very happy for him but totally not Fib. Y? don ask me why? ask others heheheh...(wing wing dei) ^O^ * by pussy silly mars

Welcome back to KL , our May Cheah !!

Wow...finally she's back from UK. She was the last one to come back among 8 of us, who went to London for further studies. She been working there for about more than 6 months..become 'futt poh' lor !!
So glad she's back..Huhuhuhu...This Fri & Sat will be big gathering! can't wait for tat..


Just finished the whole set of Kimura san's movie PRIDE. Kimura is the captain and star player of an ice hockey team (Blue Scorpion ) Win! win !Win !
Kimura (Halu) meet Yuko (Aki) and from there love blossom begin. Kimura look so young and his smile alwiz so sweet. Yuko look so pretty. Look closer! Her skin, eyes, lips, nose and her hair is perfect! Another wonderful drama by Kimura !

Funny romance drama

Full House (Korean)

Starring: Bi(Rain) as Lee Young Jae, Song Hye Gyo as Han Ji Eun, Kang Hae Won as Han Eun Jung and Kim Sung Soo as Yu Min HyukThis

A funny and romantic drama. The story plot was very nice.This romantic drama was all based on a Korean fav comic called.... Well..... Full House

On the screen, Bi and Song Hye Gyo made a very fun-loving couple that couldn't stop getting at each other's throats. Every time they wanted to say something nice to each other they ended up saying things completely opposite to what they really meant!

Throughout this drama, they continually quarrel with each other because of their stubborn selves....Han Ji Eun had lost her parents at a young age and was living in the house that her father had built and that she had been living in all her life. Because of her "friends" she is given the opportunity to go to China. This seemed innocent enough, but really, her friends had gotten themselves in a financial crisis, so they felt that after they got her out of the country they could sell her house and pay them off. Not knowing this, Ji Eun goes to China and ends up not having a place to stay. She goes to the hotel - her friends claimed to have gotten her a room - and finds that they had not gotten a room for her.

Fortunately she runs into Yu Min Hyuk and is given a room.Meanwhile... Lee Young Jea is a famous rising star in Korea that has a real attitude problem. He is given a film role that is located in China and goes there to fulfill this task. While in the airplane he is put in the seat next to Ji Eun. There they get acquainted...

After Ji Eun gets home she finds that all her stuff has been taken out and that someone new was moving in. In rage she goes to find her friends, but is unsuccessful. After this she goes back to the house to find that the person who had moved in was none other than Lee Young Jea.

Because Ji Eun did not have a place to go Young Jea lets her stay on one condition... She had to be his housemaid.This is what brings me to the other details. While they live together they begin to develop feelings towards each other but to try to avoid them they begin to fight and find ways of insulting each other.

There are many, many more details that I have not told you yet... *winkz* Young Jea and Ji Eun get married so you have to watch it to find out.Overall this was a very interesting drama on its own and if I hadn't read the comic I would have given it 5 stars because it truly is very well made.

Is true that love need time to grow and we have to appreciate all the efforts that we put into one relationship. No points if there is only one side love and you woudn't know how much hurt deep inside to love someone that does not care as much as you care for them. This drama have a lovely ending. At last Bi know that he love her so much and start to learn how to love and care his darling. OOohh..gosh..wat a wonderful man!

Check out the dress & accessories Song Hye Kyo wearing. Very nice & colorful!

If you love someone, you'd protect them, right? ...I want to protect you Young-jae. -- Han Ji-eunIt's possible she wouldn't know how lovely she is. I love this woman. I wish to protect her from the hurt, from the pain. To take care of her always... -- Lee Young-jae

Furry furry !!!

Last few nite, I guess..while I am on my msn..chatting & surfing in KKL. Pollux, one of my old friend pm usual.." Hi toro" ...I saw his avatar & wondering wat the heck is tat ! green furry thingy. At first i thought I was a wallet but then poll told me not. Arrhh..If tat was a wallet, for sure I will get it. Green colour is most wanted for this season. Spring ! Am currently hunting for green thingy from cloths to bag ~ hehehehehe...

Actually that was a self make notebook cover. Cool ! Pollux ! Still waiting for your dinner ! After you get your car, I wanna be the 1st passengger !! can !??! Hahahahaa..jk jk ..Check this out gals !

Peom Of The Day

You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.
Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.
You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.-

Written and owned by Angela Lee Hillsley -

DreamLover come rescue me ~

Dreamlover by Mariah Carey

As usual routine for saturday, I went to gym at
Menara John Honcock. Right before I step into
the gym, I saw Melissa (the body jam instructor)
at the coffee hse listening to her iPod while practising
few new steps. I really enjoy her class although can't pick
up the step..due to my low IQ.

After I had my dinner at home, coz I have no

where to go, so I went online.
Really have no interest to go anyway. No mood.
Surf through KKL and saw Maggee aka XmasGurl
blog titled Pat BB & Mag Ney.

Is her love journey. I felt she was so lucky to meet

someone. Is all about how she meet him & how the
love develop since then. As reading her blog, it remind
me of something sweet that happened sometimes ago.
Wish I meet someone sweet, rich bachelor (muahahhahaha)
who cares & love me. I believe relationship does not
happen overnite. It develop slowly and passionately.
Sometimes I do feel lonely but on the other hand I
also feel relief to be alone. Love is a hassle & messy thingy.
I don wanna be hurt & hurt anyone. I don want to with someone
just because I feel lonely. It really not fair for him.
Think better stand alone & be independant.

Monthly routine as well as when I feel lonely or tired,
I will go for a spa or facial treatment at Bangsar.
Going there was my favourite time as the place was
so comfy and the people was are so friendly.
Thanks to my beauty therapist, Eunice and the spa manager, Joe.
She is cute, pretty and nice. She knew me well & everytime
I visit, for sure both of them will ask " where is ur bf?" . sigh.
Something happened last few month and I did not want to explain
so just pretend to be normal. "Oh, he's working." *smile

I`m friendly and cheerful but i tend to be shy and quiet

if you dont know me well. Most of them who just knew me,
for sure they will said I am a quiet girl but for my jimuis and
close buddies, I am sor poh who alwiz talk crap & blur.
Gosh..I missed my college & University life ~

* talking crap again..& sorry for bad grammer & phrase

Saturday Nite Fever

Sat Saturday Night Live @ The Loft, Zouk
113 Jln. Ampang, KL. T: 2171 1997If Zouk's Mainroom is the club's arms and legs and Velvet Underground its heart, The Loft is surely its brain. With a music policy of mind expansion and education, Goldfish's night carried that ethos forward as he and three other tastemakers took turns to stimulate the cerebral and corporeal and join the dots between funk, hip hop, rock, jazz house and more. 9pm. No cover. For info, log onto

Push @ Zouk
113 Jln. Ampang, KL. T: 2171 1997Fono and Ray Soo create musical waves that push the boundaries of the dance music scene by delivering big, upfront, cutting edge sounds from around the world. Don't pull, push! 9pm. Ladies RM30, men RM35; ladies free bef. 12mn. For info, log onto

Looking Good @ Nouvo
16 Jln. Sultan Ismail (corner of Jln. P. Ramlee), KL. T: 2161 6666Loops Collective presents our nation's best bred breakbeat and drum and bass makers and mixers. What you hear: DJs Mac, Siv, Az, Nujita, Eugene, Spacebar and JUICE DJ Quest 2004 2nd Runner Up, Nick Lee, MCs Spyda and Nicky C, and turntablists Decktronicz and the Bionic Battle Crew, and of course, the leaders of the pack, Low and Acid. What you see: hard steppin', rompin' stompin' behaviour that you can't find anywhere else. Don't hesitate, just be a part of this groundbreaking movement. Happens every 3rd Sat of the month. 9pm.