Goodbye 2010

Few more days and it will come to end, Year 2010. Looking back what I've done for 2010, actually there isn't much things happening. Often in life, we can take things for granted. Just being able to walk is something to be grateful for. How many ppl out there are disable and unable to simply walk up a stairs? Focus on all the good things in your life and eventually it will establish positive energy.

Anyway, is time for year end confession.
  1. Apologize if I have hurt anyone. I really don't mean it. Accept it or not is totally up to you. Life is too short to regret.
  2. Appreciate your family and friends. I am happy to meet alot new friends this year and I will treasure every one of you.
  3. Completed alot activity and outings.
  4. Preparation for next year big event
  5. Gains weight..arghhh
  6. Curse alot this year. God, please forgive my sin. I beg you.
  7. Skin condition is deteriorating..
  8. Spend more than save..i am dead*
New Year Resolution
  1. Lose weight
  2. Get a better career
  3. Learn photographer and attend more events if possbile
  4. Learn grooming
  5. Earn more money
  6. More outing and travels with friends and family
  7. Wish these evil ppls get out of my sight
  8. To be more gratitute. Try starting each day by focusing on gratitude
  9. Improve my english in terms of communication and grammar
  10. Continues beg god to forgive my sin :p
  11. to be continue....

Fresh from the oven

One of my favourite. Advice to all couple who want to take pre-wedding portraits.Do survey and don't just stick to bridal house. Alot freelance photographer out-there, find out the style that you like and pricing as well. Use more creativity and bring along someone to help you. I must said this is not the best take, if I given one chance I would like to take one more shot.

Look Out For Better Environment

Yes, I am currently looking for a better work place and better career opportunities. A place where I can grow my career happily and work with heart.

God bless me...


Next week I will get my photos, of course in softcopy. Really can't wait to see the result although some of them definetely not my favourite. Arts is very subjective, I may like this but you may not so I reserve my comment.

Sneak preview from my photographer blog


Was reading some articles now and come across some pharagraph I love.

Most people don't work to their potential unless they know their efforts are appreaciated and the world is full of under-appreciated , over-worked employees looking for new job. So keep employees happy with great rewards programme.

Reward excellent  behaviour  to create a culture of exccellent performance.

The Anatomy of Modern Relationship

We all want friendly, rewarding relationships with other people, but we often end up with the exact opposite - hostility, bitterness, and distrust. Why is this? Why can't we all just get along?
What about love among human.
Love begins in attention. Love begins when you notice another person. Love starts with a catching of your eye.
Once you have each other's attention - no small feat - the next step toward love is to sustain that attention over time. Without sustained attention, love cannot grow. On the other hand, too much attention can snuff it out. Giving and receiving attention becomes a kind of dance as love grows. Now you see me, now you don't. Playing hard to get.

Our age of distraction can disrupt the dance. If you don't have time to ponder and wonder, if you don't have time to approach and avoid and put your heart into it, then love will falter here, not because you are a mismatch but because you have not created sufficient focus for love to grow.

Come on.get over it

After the dark day, there comes the light..the brigt sun shining above your head. Look positive and the luck will eventually come to you. This is the advice I heard.

Well, happy weekend is around the corner. My coll is getting married and her ROM is tomorrow. Am so excited and oh yes, i gonna be her photographer gal tomorrow. simple event @ Tin Hau Gong. And gonna meet my cute my protraits photographer this sunday and alot plan ahead me.


I'm still so dissapointed. I've actually plan to do a lot of things when I receive my bonus. Now everything will be just a dream. Kns. They have destroy my dream and I swear to god I will leave the company.really so sad to the max. I have choose the photographer for my wedding AD and now I have to think twice. job please come to me ! please let me get out of this fck* hell.


You may think that you are just one in a million. Or one in a billion. Perhaps one in a trillion?
But every one of you make a difference.
To the world, you’re just a person.
But to a person, you may mean the entire world.
Every where you go, you’re leaving behind footprints, hand prints, fingerprints.
That gum you spit out on the sidewalk? It’ll be embellished into the cement forever.
Every person you meet, you’re leaving behind a memory for them.
Every person you hurt, you’re leaving behind an aching heart that’ll probably never fully mend itself.
Every smile you wear, will brighten up someone’s day.
Every word you say, will affect someone else’s mindset.
Every step you take, you’re moving forward, leaving behind a trail of your essence.

Work suxs

I just know it but I just can't accept it right now. Increment is 2%. wtf..Work so hard and end up this is all I got. With 1 month bonus while others receive 3 months and above. All the money just go to the evil groups.
I will NOT do year end EA coz I just don have the heart to work with u anymore. Last year work so hard and no bonus and hope this year will have some fruitful ending but the answer they give me is totally rubbish. Really sux. I never face such evil person  in my work life before. Is not my prob, those who work with her before do have the same comment. Some even don invite her to their wedding dinner and such although they are coll. Just ignore her. Imagine I still need to go to work and smile at her. Every time she smile back is just an evil smile. bad girl !

Whatever it is, I will do what I love and want to do for so long. Learn photography.

Welcome November

A blink and now it has come to the month of November. Xmas is just a month ahead. Everything is getting nearer & nearer. Excited ! Wish to have some deco as shown in the pic. Lovely daisy on reception table as gift. But malaysian did not know how to appreaciate such pretty deco. wasted.

Soul Searching

Mood : Blank
I am reading this book now

Just Do It

Read through one of the blog today, somehow it makes me think some ppl will eventually take the hardest step in their relationship either go or let go.
You maybe happily marriage with children but in the end, is that the real happiness you want.You will think twice after watch Eat Pray Love by Julia Roberts.

Every day you’ll get stronger and discover who you are and what you really want in a partner. Staying in a relationship when you are too young stops you from growing in some ways and hinders you becoming who you really are.
High school sweetheart or couple in relationship for 10years. I believe there is no more sparks and they just like the boring couple at home and sex eventually will become dull and bored. No offence to all the couple outthere. I have read some forum, where some of the couple and even husband complaint on their boring marriage and sex life.Of course there are some end with good ending. Happily ever after.

There’s no point in settling only to regret it for the rest of your life, sometimes the comfort and familiarity becomes overwhelming and you forget what else is out there.

Go out and do what you like to do before it too late to regret.

Everyone ♥♥♥ Gadgets

 mic's hand kacau~
I need to get new DSLR.Canon 550D or Nikon ND7000 ..
Which one better and value for money ?

♥Perfect Wedding ♥

I want to watch this !! my idol Miriam &  Lam Fung ♥♥♥♥

Human Distance

I learned something today. There is 4 kind of space between humans.The notion of personal space comes from Edward T. Hall

Public distance -360cm onward. 
Social distance - between120cm - 360cm. 
Personal distance - Between 45cm - 120cm.
Intimate distance - from 45cm to 0cm distance between 2 person. This kind of space often happen between couple or family.

Sunny Day

It is extremely hot and sunny outthere. My skin is in bad condition
I wouldn't want to go out at all otherwise I be back with sweat.


Finall got my gown after try on various type of gown. My gown is simple type but behind the tail is long and huge. I probably need to wear a can-can. I feel tired after try so many gown.
Will go for alteration next month and collect 1 week after tat..just about time 11 days before my photo-shot.

Hopefully will not gain weight la.
I bought my wedding gown from D'Glitters @ Plaza Damaz. Overall the service is good and the price I think is ok but the design is limited if compare to bridal shop. But they are having promotion 40% discount for all gown. I still can sell off my gown after I use it with discount as well, so it is not too bad compare to gown renting.

What Life is All About

Eat  Pray Love ~ can't wait to watch tis meaningful movie

So details

Holy shit ! I think am become more and more details in preparing for the D-day. But of course within budget limitation.
From choosing gown to photographer, ideas, card design, card printing, website,restaurant booking, flowers, gifts, car decoration and etc.
Gown choosing, from satin to lace then to chiffon. The lightest the better, easier for me to move around. I want to try a different style other from the ordinary gown. This is the most difficult part. I need choose either buy from the rack or custom made which I need to wait for mins 3 weeks. Price, quality and sell back option is taking into consideration. Dam !

I want red daisy or fuchsia/pink tulips for my hand bouquet. I want a red/yellow flat shoes as well.
What else I need...hmm

Wish me luck.

To Do List

So many things to do in coming weeks/months.
  1. Need to repaint the house + small reno
  2. Hunting for gown & dresses for photo shooting. Alot shops need to visit like Pretty in White (PIW), That Special Occasions (TSO), Mithras Design, Freeasy Bridal, White & Lacy...Need to compare price, quality & design before getting any gown & EG
  3. Preparing DIY deco for photo shooting as well as door gift & guest book etc
  4. Wanna watch Donnie Yen new action movie and  Julia Rob love movie - Eat Pray Love
  5. Plan to do a scrapbook for my photos...
  6. shooting plan end Nov/early Dec. Meeting photograher tis weekend for further discussion
  7. Holy shit, need to hunt for makeup artist for next year @_@
  8. Need pay a visit to restaurant for final confirmation
  9. Suddenly wanna eat sushi tim ~
  10. Need to recolor my hair ???

Green Tea KitKat

My fren gave me this KitKat. Really yummy ! I lurve it although I seldom eat chocolate.

Bridal Sales & HomeDec 2010

Wallpaper @ HomeDec

Bridal Sale @ Grand Mellinium Hotel

3 Week of September

Mood : Sian & tired

Is payroll time again plus so many holiday. Timeline is shorter than usual.sigh.
Sian la - those did not follow rules. Already stated the rules still want to ignore it. dam
Sian la - need to rush work again
Sian la - see TL face
Sian la - see my boss face.
the more i see, it keep remind me of the appraisal,make me so geram and want to resign.
Guess I need to hunt for job tis few month. Dam,  I miss one opportunity dy. Need to hunt again for SAP job. god bless me ~
Busy weekend ahead ! I got to attend wedding dinner and appointment to view gown for my coming wedding. yeaa yeaa~

Hi September

Plan for next year trip to Bali again ! Nice hotel from uluwatu.

women are like the weather

some said is more like a late spring, early summer shower

.... they gradually get warmed up until hot with desire, then the gently thundering of the overall touching with a suddon thrust of the lighting bolt and the flood of rain with the refreshing relaxation afterwords... just like the weather

but when when the storm clouds come out, men run like the wind.  

Some said women are like hurricanes, wet and wild when they arrive, when they leave they took everything....


Been in BUSY mood for whole week coz am  busy preparing for payday next week. When am busy i tend to have fussy mood. I have no time to entertain others and to be entertain by others.  Mianhamnida~~

Anyway, I am off to Malacca this weekend. Time to cari makan - makan ! Rejuvenate and recharge.

Qoute of the day
You lose happiness when you choose to be unsatisfied

Tavern - GAB

Been to Tavern, Guinness Anchor Berhad @ Sg Way for our CEO, Mr Tan Farewell. He is retiring and enjoy his life with his wife after F&N.
We have free flow of beer all nite long !! Wat else we do? Of course photo shooting.
With Ken & Brandy
With Mr Tan Ang Meng (ex-CEO of F&N)

Lumix DMC-G10

Mood : I ♥ Lumix

The DMC-G10 features its world’s lightest* body that comes with the outstanding compactness and portability. The DMC-G10 is easy and comfortable enough for compact camera owners who want to step up to higher-quality photos – but without having to worry about the need of technique.

My Wish List

For your reading pleasure

Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation?
You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong...

Read the following story... it may change your views about life:

After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is.
I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household.

He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback.

He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scream of pain from the innocent 4-year-old child haunted him until today.

You may ask why did the mother do so; had the child been naughty, had the child's hand been infected?? No, it was done for two simple words- - -TO BEG!

The desperate mother deliberately caused the child to be handicapped so that the child could go out to the streets to beg.
Taken aback by the scene, he dropped a piece of bread he was eating half-way. And almost instantly, a flock 5 or 6 children swamped towards this small piece of bread which was covered with sand, robbing bits from one another. The natural reaction of hunger.

Stricken by the happenings, he instructed his guide to drive him to the nearest bakery. He arrived at two bakeries and bought every single loaf of bread he found in the bakeries. The owner was dumbfounded but willingly sold everything. He spent less than $100 to obtain about 400 loaves of bread (this is less than $0.25 per loaf) and spent another $100 to get daily necessities.

Off he went in the truck full of bread into the streets. As he distributed the bread and necessities to the children (mostly handicapped) and a few adults, he received cheers and bows from these unfortunate. For the first time in his life he wondered how people can give up their dignity for a loaf of bread which cost less than $0.25.

He began to tell himself how fortunate he is. How fortunate he is to be able to have a complete body, have a job! , have a family, have the chance to complain what food is nice and what isn't nice, have the chance to be clothed, have the many things that these people in front of him are deprived of...

Now I begin to think and feel it, too! Was my life really that bad? Perhaps... no, I should not feel bad at all... What about you? Maybe the next time you think you are, think about the child who lost one hand to beg on the streets.

"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that! we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Weekend Gateway @ Avilion, PD

A short recharge trip to PD with my fellow colleagues. The hotel was nicely design and we do enjoy and relax although we have missed some of the pre-plan activities .ei. the sunset cruises and the water sports games, yet we still enjoy ourselves at the pool and havin seafood for lunch & dinner.

Miss my cooking

It's been a quite sometimes I did not try for new receipe. I do lurve cooking, prepare new receipe and wait for the love one back home and try my food although most of it is a bad review...lolx.
Plan to do more cooking for the next few week. Healthy and yummy.

I got ideas from this site.Bits-of-taste.

Short recharge trip to Bangkok

I just back from a short trip to Bangkok. The weather is superbly hot and warm. Make my skin oily & sticky all the time. Advice those want to go BKK soon, prepare umbrella when you go out coz the sun will tan your skin. Bangkok is truly a shopping heaven, the fashion and the price is awesome. I lurve Chatuchak weekend market, Phatuwan and all the food ! simply irresistible & tasty ! You can as lowest at RM10 for 1 piece of cloths in Platinum Mall. Chatuchak market price is slightly higher, average Rm20 & above depends on the design.

 I lurve chatuchak market !!